有点积极不起来

人活着真的有点累，矛盾的生活着，有时候会觉得
you are not this kind of person, but still do somethings like them, why?
where is my true personality? where is 2003's yy?
what I wanna have and do?
see others like my age, they have job, family or kids.
from 7 to 25, I did studing all the time
spent 18 yrs on education, woo~
study, job,marriage,kids
Is that your life? Is all the life turning to that way?
In shanghai, ppl can live like prince or princess
they can make some really sweet dream
I admire this kind of life
but when you live by yourself, the sociaty becomes too realistic you will find
maybe it can be said that way, I am not the age of making daydream.
hoho, the game of arsenal is going to start.
看了，y^